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To try or not to try, is it even a question?

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 4, 2007, 10:37 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: The TV
  • Reading: the text as I type it
  • Watching: my computer screen
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
Maybe naiveté rears its ugly head but I feel I can conquer anything that stands before me. Glorious youth strikes again and I feel as if I will never age. I have not come far in the world and I cannot imagine what my future may bring. But, I am full of energy, spirit, hope and strength. However, give me a day or two and life will take its toll on me. That bright and shiny optimism will tarnish and give way to fear, regret and disillusionment brought on by reality. The rollercoaster will ensue and after a minor amount of drama I will, once again, set off (full to the brim with hope) in search of better days.

Life is not supposed to be this hard. It should not require so much thought, so much drama. To simply exist, however, is not enough. It is not enough to merely be when it is possible to feel and know and do. To simply exist, to simply get by, may be adequate for some but I cannot live my life that way. I have to be involved. I have to know I am here. I have to experience the life in which I live. For you who can simply exist, life is easy and for that, you are lucky. Life is supposed to be that easy. However, I do not surrender to the simplicity. I complicate; I wage war and in the end, I will die trying.

I intend to stay full to the brim with hope and for better or for worse, I will fight the rollercoaster, fight the drama, fight to keep my optimism bright and shiny. Those who live simply, those who exist without deeper thought or meaning have chosen a path that I could never take. It is not within my capacity to do so. Good, bad or otherwise, I will keep trying.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 22
  • Current Residence: I live in my own little world but it's ok; they know me there ^^
  • Interests: reading, writing, movies, making amv's, rock climbing, swimming, drawing, marching band, etc.
  • Favourite movie: Waking Ned Divine, Lord of the Rings, Star Wars, Breakfast at Tiffany's, The Matrix, Titanic, e
  • Favourite band or musician: It's ever-changing so if you really want to know, just ask and I'll be glad to tell you.
  • Favourite genre of music: Probably Soft Rock
  • Favourite poet or writer: Shakespeare!
  • Operating System: windows
  • MP3 player of choice: what? I'm still using a CD player.
  • Shell of choice: The velveeta ones with the cheese!
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy and DDR!!
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2 ('cause that's the one I've got).

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~MistressSusan:iconMistressSusan: Feb 6, 2008, 8:44:45 PM
AW! LOVE YOUR DAid!

And thank you for the fav!

God Bless
miss you
~Donna

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"The eternal God is your dwelling place, and underneath are the everlasting arms..."
~Deuteronomy Ch.33 27
*kasovitz:iconkasovitz: Jan 12, 2008, 4:26:14 PM
Thanks for the Fav. See you around.

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Por vezes dizem-me: "Quero a sua arte!"
Por isso, ando sempre com lenços.

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~CelticMaiden88:iconCelticMaiden88: Aug 5, 2007, 2:59:59 PM
Thanks so much for the fav and comment! Love ya much

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It's all over and I'm standing pretty
In this dust that was a city
If I could find a souvenir
Just to prove the world was here
And here is a red balloon
I think of you, and let it go

-- Nena '99 Red Balloons'
~nilyak86:iconnilyak86: Aug 4, 2007, 3:09:33 PM Mood: Affection
Aw, thankies sissie, that means a lot to me!

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"I am more and more convinced that our happiness or unhappiness depends more on the way we meet the events of life than on the nature of those events themselves."
~Alexander Humboldt
~CelticMaiden88:iconCelticMaiden88: Aug 4, 2007, 12:16:19 PM
You're a WAY better artist than you give yourself credit for! You shall go far, dearest sister.

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It's all over and I'm standing pretty
In this dust that was a city
If I could find a souvenir
Just to prove the world was here
And here is a red balloon
I think of you, and let it go

-- Nena '99 Red Balloons'
~Epsilon-Tempest:iconEpsilon-Tempest: Jun 12, 2007, 8:29:29 PM
PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST!!*
This post really means something to me so you should feel it too!

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don?t like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you don?t even know exists loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likey turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won?t get, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.



Repost this if you want. I found it on someone's front page on da, and I removed that stupid curse thing. I just thought the thing was sweet.

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"Be quiet or I'll stick a plastic sword up your nose." my twelfth grade English teacher

"Video Games are bad for you? That's what they said about Rock 'N' Roll." -Shigeru Miyamoto

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~CelticMaiden88:iconCelticMaiden88: Jan 29, 2007, 12:51:46 PM
Thanks for the fav!

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It's all over and I'm standing pretty
In this dust that was a city
If I could find a souvenir
Just to prove the world was here
And here is a red balloon
I think of you, and let it go

-- Nena '99 Red Balloons'
~CelticMaiden88:iconCelticMaiden88: Jan 24, 2007, 12:12:01 PM
Thanks for the fav and the comment! ^^

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It's all over and I'm standing pretty
In this dust that was a city
If I could find a souvenir
Just to prove the world was here
And here is a red balloon
I think of you, and let it go

-- Nena '99 Red Balloons'
~nilyak86:iconnilyak86: Jan 23, 2007, 11:20:55 PM
sorry, sissy, been too busy with writing papers for school.

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"I am more and more convinced that our happiness or unhappiness depends more on the way we meet the events of life than on the nature of those events themselves."
~Alexander Humboldt
~CelticMaiden88:iconCelticMaiden88: Jan 23, 2007, 1:43:06 PM
*poke* I know you have more art hidden somewheres.....

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It's all over and I'm standing pretty
In this dust that was a city
If I could find a souvenir
Just to prove the world was here
And here is a red balloon
I think of you, and let it go

-- Nena '99 Red Balloons'
~MistressSusan:iconMistressSusan: Jan 19, 2007, 5:52:34 PM
THanks for the favs!!!

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"The eternal God is your dwelling place, and underneath are the everlasting arms..."
~Deuteronomy Ch.33 27
~nilyak86:iconnilyak86: Jan 12, 2007, 12:20:08 AM
Yay, Thank you!

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"I am more and more convinced that our happiness or unhappiness depends more on the way we meet the events of life than on the nature of those events themselves."
~Alexander Humboldt
~MistressSusan:iconMistressSusan: Jan 11, 2007, 9:25:19 PM
SOunds great!!!

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"The eternal God is your dwelling place, and underneath are the everlasting arms..."
~Deuteronomy Ch.33 27
~nilyak86:iconnilyak86: Jan 11, 2007, 2:06:37 PM
well, I'm not sure really, maybe a pic of ariel and eric from "the little mermaid." I love that movie and I just got it for Christmas. But any pic you'd like to draw would be great!

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"I am more and more convinced that our happiness or unhappiness depends more on the way we meet the events of life than on the nature of those events themselves."
~Alexander Humboldt
~MistressSusan:iconMistressSusan: Jan 11, 2007, 9:19:23 AM
Do you have an idea of what you like?

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"The eternal God is your dwelling place, and underneath are the everlasting arms..."
~Deuteronomy Ch.33 27
~nilyak86:iconnilyak86: Jan 10, 2007, 11:55:05 PM
Thank you!! ^^

Yay, I'd love a picture, thanks!!

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"I am more and more convinced that our happiness or unhappiness depends more on the way we meet the events of life than on the nature of those events themselves."
~Alexander Humboldt
~MistressSusan:iconMistressSusan: Jan 10, 2007, 7:17:25 PM
NILYAK!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! I'm sorry it's so late of me...

PLEASE let me draw you something! Whatever you want!!!!

God Bless
LOVEEEEEE
~MS

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"The eternal God is your dwelling place, and underneath are the everlasting arms..."
~Deuteronomy Ch.33 27
~nilyak86:iconnilyak86: Jan 8, 2007, 9:39:01 PM
Thankies, sissy!! ^^

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"I am more and more convinced that our happiness or unhappiness depends more on the way we meet the events of life than on the nature of those events themselves."
~Alexander Humboldt
~CelticMaiden88:iconCelticMaiden88: Jan 8, 2007, 6:47:17 PM
Happy 21st, Sissy!

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It's all over and I'm standing pretty
In this dust that was a city
If I could find a souvenir
Just to prove the world was here
And here is a red balloon
I think of you, and let it go

-- Nena '99 Red Balloons'
~aileenrebecca:iconaileenrebecca: Dec 6, 2006, 11:46:23 PM
thanx for the fav

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--to live my life fully and wholly to bring him glory--
~CelticMaiden88:iconCelticMaiden88: Nov 24, 2006, 4:48:33 PM
Thankies for the comment! ^^ Lurve ya sissy

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It's all over and I'm standing pretty
In this dust that was a city
If I could find a souvenir
Just to prove the world was here
And here is a red balloon
I think of you, and let it go

-- Nena '99 Red Balloons'
`wolfsax:iconwolfsax: Nov 13, 2006, 5:23:43 AM
Thanks for the fav!

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~nilyak86:iconnilyak86: Oct 23, 2006, 12:33:27 PM
Thanks ^^

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"I am more and more convinced that our happiness or unhappiness depends more on the way we meet the events of life than on the nature of those events themselves."
~Alexander Humboldt
*FoxMaxwell:iconFoxMaxwell: Oct 22, 2006, 10:01:07 AM
Yep! That's why I love it too. Can't wait for your art and poetry! ^^